Why do I have to be in love with the wrong fucking person
Fuck off
I was happy in this month of April because I tried to forget you.
No blog posts, see?
Happy but I always felt like a vital part of my life was missing.
Happy but I always had this constant feeling of... Lonely.
Happy but Sad.
And now it's even more heart wrenching...
I'm seem childish, don't I?
Just 1 month without thinking about you and I couldn't take it.
Why would you say sorry for troubling me...
Don't ever say sorry to me because I will be more than excited to do anything to help you
Don't ever say sorry because you have been the only motivation for me to keep going in this stupid world
And I can't tell you anything and it makes me feel so suffocated... And lonely.
Solitude makes me feel relaxed but... Lonely...